Hi Alye I&#039;m very proud of you and your mom.  I have lived this experience w/my child and I know the pain is unbearable.  As a parent I&#039;m not sure who feels the pain more. Alye just remember that you are a very bright, beautiful and strong young women and that you will get thru this and be a  stonger individual. I know it seems very difficult but you will prevail. It&#039;s more important to have a few good friends who will always be there for you than a list of just names. I wish that there is more that I can say or do but there is light at the end of the tunnel.  Just remember you are a better person than them and will always be the better person.